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Friday, May 10, 2013
Thursday, May 2, 2013
大頭症
人都喜歡被讚美, 因為被別人肯定的那種感覺非常好. 基督徒讚美神, 不是因為神需要被肯定, 而是因為神有慈愛, 有憐憫, 有大能, 是永遠配得讚美的. 神被讚美再多, 始終如一. 人被讚美太多, 往往失去謙卑. 有段日子, 我的自我感覺很不錯, 過度膨脹的結果, 得了大頭症. 嫌東嫌西, 就是不嫌自己. 事情常往不足的地方看, 越看, 生命就離神越遠. 那時的禱告, 沒有定睛在耶穌, 總是定睛在一些令我不安或不滿的事上, 求神能按著我的心意處理, 所以禱告並沒有讓我得平安.
今年初, 韓傳道用Bruce Wilkinson 的The Vision of the Leader作教材, 上了幾次課, 讓我對Vision有了更進一步的認識. 神的旨意呈現給每個人的Picture, 不盡相同. 到底誰領受的Vision比較正確? 並不重要. 誠實的操練彼此接納, 在主裡合一, 才是神所樂見的. 神會引領我們, 修正前面的道路, 幫助我們走在衪的旨意中. 神的旨意, 由人執行, 不可能做到100%完美. 看到城牆有破口, 別越挖越大, 要用愛主的心去修補, 神會鑒查我們的心, 祝福我們所做的. 為大頭症得醫治, 感謝讚美主, 也感謝韓傳道.
Saturday, April 27, 2013
豐盛的生命
H7N9 Virus 在台北有風雨欲來之勢, 人多空氣不好的地方要少去,
可台北沒有人少空氣好的地方,
所以呆在家裡最安全.
陪媽媽聊了幾天, 話題常在些沒有的事上打轉,
我也快失智了.
04/27/2013, 又是個陰雨天,
灰撲撲的, 真是要悶出憂鬱症來. 就戴上口罩, 出去走走,
打算用滿足口腹之慾, 治療自己.
到了我的最愛之一,
八德路2段374號的王記府城肉粽, 點了肉粽和魚丸湯, 細嚼慢嚥, 好吃呆了, 每一口都感謝讃美主, 生命和生活都豐盛. 回程經過龍城市場, 唉! 那個要人命的臭豆腐攤, 就是那個味兒! 雖然已有八分飽, 天人交戰的結果, 我故意做了錯誤的决定. 吃成十二分飽, 走兩步打一個嗝, 差點把自己薰死在口罩裡. 這是故意忽視聖靈的提醒, 破壞了豐盛的生命.
約翰福音10:10, 耶穌說: "我來了, 是要叫人得生命, 並且得的更豐盛." 若是能好好的依靠這個恩典, 常常調整自己的屬靈生命和屬世生命, 讓它們到達一個喜樂滿滿的平衡點, 那大概就是豐盛了.
Thursday, April 4, 2013
什麼和什麼
早上匆匆經過主臥室門口時, 老婆的聲音從裡面傳來: "你收到我的email沒有?" 我說: "沒有." 她又問: "怎麼說?" 我有點不耐煩, 大聲起來: "什麼怎麼說? 妳在說什麼和什麼?" 她也大聲起來: "老宋! 不要吵! 我在打電話." ??! 這讓我想起從前看過的一個笑話:
In a men's room at the airport, I
was barely sitting down when I heard a voice from the other stall saying: "Hi, how are you?"
I'm not the type to start a conversation in the men's room. But I didn't know what got into me, so I answered, somewhat embarrassed, "Doing just fine!"
And the guy said: "So what are you up to?"
What kind of question was that? This was too bizarre! So I said: "Uhhh, I'm like you, just traveling!"
At this point, I was just trying to get out as fast as I could. But another question came: "Can I come over?"
Ok, this was just too weird for me! I figured I could just be polite and end the conversation. I told him: "No…, I'm a little busy right now!!!"
Then I heard the guy said nervously: "Listen, I'll have to call you back. There's an idiot in the other stall keeps answering all my questions!!!"
I'm not the type to start a conversation in the men's room. But I didn't know what got into me, so I answered, somewhat embarrassed, "Doing just fine!"
And the guy said: "So what are you up to?"
What kind of question was that? This was too bizarre! So I said: "Uhhh, I'm like you, just traveling!"
At this point, I was just trying to get out as fast as I could. But another question came: "Can I come over?"
Ok, this was just too weird for me! I figured I could just be polite and end the conversation. I told him: "No…, I'm a little busy right now!!!"
Then I heard the guy said nervously: "Listen, I'll have to call you back. There's an idiot in the other stall keeps answering all my questions!!!"
人老了, 腦袋越來越不靈光. 想到的, 不趕快寫下來就會忘掉, 而且多半一忘就再也想不起來了.
買了不少延緩健忘的健康食品,
前面買過些什麼? 都記不得了, 只記得最近買的是椰子油.
反正不管買過些什麼,
都忘了吃就是了. 唉! 幸好每天都還記得感謝讚美主.
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